As with all things there is a beginning -- so it is with this.

 

At the beginning of writing this it came to me that at points people will read words at certain parts that will be explained later, but not knowing this they may project and say, what does any of this mean and not be willing to go along with the process of actually taking in what is being said. At first I felt that maybe this would confuse people. But I guess some confusion can't hurt. If one is reading this site, hoping to understand these concepts from the beginning, they are delusional and not being honest and should just stop reading it altogether. You will be confused, this is ok, in fact it is good -- if you aren't confuse, having not had any interaction with the Nazirene forums, or read any of Allan Cronshaw's writings for a while, then you should be afraid because it means that you are more than likely THOROUGHLY projecting into what is being said your own inner nonsense. But if you are willing to sit through, and try to turn that confusion, into a friction, where you struggle against what you think you know which is of the old man that you were in your life that belongs to the God of this world which has mesmerized you with all types of lofty ideas, which have been the very thing which has barred you from learning anything useful and with this new information which cause you to begin to tare down the confines of your spoiled education, then something may be gained out of this for you. Do not be offended, our education, has been horrible, one should count it a blessing that they are even still alive with all the unfortunate so-called education they have had.

Note: I do not divide myself from these words, I had a improper education in part being that I was born within a household where we did everything everyone else did (or at least those in my house did) -- many things I left behind, others evolved through the friction which is created between those parts of your mind which cling to the old and those which have more easily accepted a higher knowledge. The difference with me is that in the beginning of my years as an adolescent since I was always in a position of a learner from my own Higher Soul-Self, I never thought that the knowledge that was passed down to me was my own, so there never formed in me a attachment, of the quality which many can not escape. It was never a manner of opinion, not something which is transitory, like the information which people call knowledge in this day and age -- rather the knowledge I had was handed down to me but was the direct result of my own past. So I never felt it was my own, unless I had earned it directly, through proving it definitely in myself. And during these years, I had the advantage of discernment, being able, since my soul was guiding me, to have "reestablished in me" a sort of "Judge" of my mind, which could tell one thing by another, from the insights given to me, from a higher level of my own Being. This gave me the capacity to discern, as the principles and concepts revealed to me that were of the right -- and good from my Soul, had become the filter and foundation where this "function" of judging become reestablished in me, within my personality. The reason I use the word reestablished is because the LawsOfGod support changes and development, from life to life. So whatever was succeeded in one life with respect to a specific development of MIND and BEING, given what the outer conditions may constrict by its vibration, is more readily to be accessed in the next as it carries over -- as 2nd Century early church father Origen would say, "Every soul... comes into this world strengthened by the victories or weakened by the defeats of its previous life." (Origen, De Principiis).

So when I speak from this perspective and the mass amount of what is explained in this site is a result of the experiential knowledge of my Pre-Existent Soul's Past. Each man is the result of their own Pre-Existent Souls past, each life a expression of the Soul's past. So what I am writing is not a manner of opinions or philosophy, but what has been drawn upon from lifetimes where such lives achieved a great deal of development, even Soul-Birth. For example, I was there during the first century of our common era where I came upon the Higher Mysteries and was born into a Higher level of BEING. In such a life my name was Yohanan (which John is a transliteration of). In this life, the one which my SOUL-SELF expressed, but I am not, was a disciple of Yeshua who is our elder brother. And after that I have lived such lives, including my Last life, where I was vigilantly strived to manifest the Kingdom within myself and guide others to do the same. So if you accept what is being said by me, or not is really not my problem the burden of proof is on yourself, what I have explained myself, you can prove within yourself. It is up to you. And while all of this, no doubt will be seen as egotistical by some who read this and my word to you is, that you are actually egotistical. Because if it offends you that I relate my own experiences which I came about, not to boast, but simply to let know that this knowledge is not of my own creation, then it is you who are egotistical in the sense that you get offended by those who do know and experience what you have not -- that it offends you that others can actually know things, as you have yet to know as you should and feel that if you can't, no one can and have convinced yourself that this inability and shortcoming in yourself is everyone's problem. While it is possible to know, there is Objective Truth, and one can know it -- but they must transform themselves in order to draw further upon that Source in them, which will only reveal what is Truth and Real, as far as one has opened themselves up to receive it in the proper way, as the quality of what one can receive is directly proportionate to the development that achieves to receive in a manner that is full. Ones understanding is individual, truth is never -- but its revealing to you depends on your work on your organic condition. When one arrives to the level of the Soul, all things can be proven -- all things can be seen as it is, this is the Soul perspective. So if you have arrived here, if you have been told about this site or seen the link around somewhere and decided to come to it, then this is fine. But understand that I am writing this to assist others -- this is up to you take in what is being said. These things I am sharing with others, if you benefit from it -- good, if not and you think it is all nonsense, this is your choice -- we all have choices. And you may see the mention of ancient teachers of the past and quotes attributed to them -- but I only mention them, because what they conveyed expresses in some instances what I received from my own experiential knowledge.

Among other things, I was born very different. Being born with a skin condition I was naturally moved to always be different in everything I did. I could not settle in a mechanical way and be as others, it (my skin condition) was a constant shock to awaken me from the sleep that could be. But I didn't have to try hard to be different, it just was more often than not. How many newly graduated Higher School students, in a way, "fast from the world" (not referring to the fasting of the world, which would mean the same as being in the world but not of it) for 7 years to seek the Light and Kingdom within? I did -- which is something I would not advise others to do, but this is what was true for me given what the objective of this life was. Not only this, but my Soul guided me, in all and everything to strive my hardest to become proper and deserving of what was chosen for me, before I was born into this word, individually and collectively, what should be true for all humans, to become one deserving of being a expression of ones Being of Light, which is, "In God's Image" -- our Soul is that Image of God, just as our essence is the image of our Soul. 

So I had a capacity and ability given to me by the LawsOfGod which always engenders lives based on what had been accomplished prior, or as one would say, it was by FATE. But do not feel I am writing this to make a joke of people, even though people ARE A JOKE. If you can't find humor out of life, then you will go on to live a sad life, because it's all hilarious. One of the greatest of wisdoms is to find humor out of ones own manifestations and past. If one can't laugh at themselves, then they are utterly without a means of being saved. Not even Jesus Christ of Constantine himself could save them, not even the Magician Obama's magical hope could save them, not even The Jew in the sky (torah God) could save them, as if such could anyways. Even Jesus Christ laughed at himself and he would probably laugh at you too. Some of this is jokes, some not -- discern and move with what comes to you.

And just from this beginning and what was mentioned on my first page, you can see that I am unique in how I am doing this. Not like those preachers in your church, not like your clergymen or new age guru's -- I don't try to be anything. I am free to be me. So if I don't appear to be "your perception of what a saint should be" this is not my problem. The aspects they many think are saintly, are often the things that are satanic -- i.e. a good man would never be confrontational, they just accept all and every people with opens arms of love and they don't care how they have lived their life, this is true compassion, in mechanical mans thinking because of this is what does not conflict with their life they are moved to live. That is actually the opposite of it and it strengthens their delusions about themselves and supports their bondage-of-being. How many wolves dwell in sheep clothing among those who project as though they are holy leaders? So dear reader, if you are going to tell me how a enlighten person should be, as if you are enlightened to know -- think over what you are doing and ask yourself are you in the position to judge a level of being that you do not possess? But understand I am not saying I am complete -- reincarnation as it is understood by the new age is flawed. You do not reincarnate, your Soul does -- each life is different and unique to itself. And each life lives on, and does not fade -- each is different and important to the Soul. The objective is Completion in the Omega, to reconcile the alpha with the omega. This is the destiny for every Soul -- if they are a Great Being of Light or flicking Light in the distance.

Fair warning this will not be like normal sites. But praise the lord anyways.

The foundation of all Mechanicalness: The HOLY DIVINE PATTERN of CREATION, the 3 forces which constitute all things.

Every man is like a line drawn, but each end does not met the other, but are constantly separate from the other --  a line with two end points. In the same manner Gurdjieff also related that man is like a stick with two ends. There is no exception to this rule, that if there is a right hand there is also a opposite left. Everyone and everything is the formation of the struggle or better stated, the dynamic interaction between two polarities. In everything there is a left and a right, a upper and a lower, a inner and a outer, a before and a after... so on and so forth. This can be easily seen and proven in the inner and outer structure of our earthly-organic-bodies: The two halves of the lungs, the two kidneys, testes/ovaries, two halves of the brain, the arms, the hands, the feet, the legs, the nostrils, the eyes, toes, fingers. This is as easy as it gets, even a child recognizes the duality of the outer structure of the body.

This line-with-two-ends does not just exist in the body, as many proponents of metaphysical books may believe, what is true on earth is also true in heaven. What is true with respect to the body is also true with the mind, as the physical, is a projection of mind and the same duality that is in the body exist as well in the mind -- the emotions also are line with two ends. When it comes to the mind, it exist within this same reality, stuck between what is yes and no in us -- what wants to go and what wants to stop -- what wishes to obey and what wishes to rebel -- what accepts and what denies. This reality of our inner workings permeates us entirely. This is a Law; every good thing is paired with a bad thing -- where there is space for one, there must inevitably be raised up another -- one thing can not exist without its opposite. What this is a representation of is that everything is constituted of two independent forces: The Holy Active and the Holy Reflective, which forces at its core is the very expression of our Heavenly Parent, Father-God and Mother-God. But where others fail and only recognize the first two realities, primarily those which coincide with the Active and Reflective, they almost never have any real realization of the Third Force, that which is the unifying principle which unites the opposing polarities together -- which is the third quality force which merges the two in one. In the expression of God, this would be represented in the MIND OF GOD -- or the Logos, which moves out from the two. This is also represented in the earthly forms of Male, Female, and Child.

This pattern is not only permeates all phenomena of creation, but likewise is the essential and very fundamental concept which exist at the head of all scriptures. In Christianity we see the "The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit," which unbeknownst to those practicing Christians in this DAY AND AGE, this "Trinity" is representing this very very important fundamental law of all creation of these 3 dynamic forces. The Laws of Creation, as massive of  subject as it is, at their very foundation exist the Divine Pattern, which without none of these "Laws" could exist and it is actually the intricate interaction of these 3 forces between themselves mingling, so to speak and their working upon the cosmic-outer-realities and the inner cosmic-realities of man which gives life to all of he Higher Laws, middle Laws, and the organic Laws which do exist for us at varying degrees and levels of our development. The sum of which moves, governs, and directs us. For instance, such Laws like attraction and repulsion, they are a manifest of these forces of the Divine Pattern. One always attracts what they put out where one if they understand and can perceive their own organic-machine can prepare their bodies (active) knowing they will receive in proposition to what their vibration of their body will bring to them. Like attracts like. And where the other, they constantly repel from themselves what is the greater by the little which they have yet to expand beyond the limitation of.

TheLaws are acting on God's behalf with creation, to maintain it and fulfill its beginning in its end. At the root of it is the Divine Pattern. Due to this Divine Pattern, it can be said that reality is holographic, as the reality of a hologram is that each part of a whole represents a whole in itself -- is reflective. Thus there exist a 3 fold nature of ones own individual Inner Cosmology of Being, in the pattern of our Divine Parent -- the Physical, Mental, and Spiritual Natures, which are spread across the spectrum of 7 independent Kingdoms. As an result of this, the Divine Pattern and what is represented in the same old saying, "So on earth, as it is in Heaven" there is a smaller more organic 3 fold nature that exist solely in the body, where the other higher 3 fold nature, the Higher Spiritual and the Higher Mental does not exist in the body -- but the pattern of the 3 forces have their activity. This Lower more physical 3 fold-nature of our organic-body is the physical-body, the physical-mind, and the physical-spiritual centers of the body which are known as the body, mind, and spirit (Chakra's or the centers). And this lower 3 fold nature, has yet again, the working of the 3 forces in each of these individual localizations of ones organic-body, which again are; The Body, mind and Spirit.

TheLaws are mechanical in their function as they trickle down to our organic level by the function of the Divine Pattern, which is the building block and foundation of all existence which is replicated to such a degree that every part of the whole always have more laws then the greater whole governing it. As things move from the Highest point (where the Divine Pattern emerges), the more fragmentary things become, thus the more Laws which are at work. Consider it from this analogy that was allegorically represented in the scriptures -- I believe the book of Enoch. It was said that the Angels divided, 1/3 stayed in heaven, 1/3 went to the earth and 1/3 stayed inbetween heaven and earth. Now this is not literal what is being represented is that these "angels of God" are the LawsOfGod and that there are Laws which govern the Heavens, the Earth, and what is between them. If man exist at the level of the earth, then he not only has governing over him, the 1/3 Laws of the Earth, but likewise the 1/3 Laws inbetween, and the 1/3 Laws in heaven. And if man overcomes the Laws of the earth, the organic Laws -- he is no longer subjected to them as he has become the Law at that level by bringing to completion what was needed at that level -- so what remains for him are only those inbetween and those of the heavenly. In a way this relates to the stages of Soul birth -- those under the Laws of the Earth are under them all. So at our level, the organic one, things are very mechanical. Everything is intricately weaved in a matrix of Laws, like a web -- and it is this working of the Laws which the Divine Pattern moves in their functioning, which makes all things "interconnected". This interconnection, this "oneness" of Laws or unity of things, is Ultimately owed up to that same Pattern again, which of course is DIVINE and very HOLY.

The problem with the majority of the metaphysics, new age busy-bodies, is that while they accept dualities they almost never accept what this duality proves or either, even worst it never dawns on them what this could convey. That man is a machine that does not possess the freedom that he supposes he does. Being divided between the many opposing polarities, he does what has the most strength in him, which again is moved by something coming from outside of him, which initiates the movement of these inner polarities against the other. For example, man being a stick with two ends, he acts according to one fragment in him which response is a certain way do to a certain someone, without considering, the opposite end of the stick, that this certain someone relates to a fragmented-part of his own mind, which he does not even know the existence of, which exist in him in a passive state that he condemns in ignorance. And while this is an example of the 3 forces moving upon a man, it is also a fact that even the manner in which a man receives impressions moves according to this foundational pattern, even what constitutes a mans earthly knowledge/data which is not his own. While the Active and Reflective exist in him in the form of prior improper and contradictory inner convictions and mindsets dealing with the education by outer-influences, the third force which binds his data it exist outside of him and because of this his knowledge shifts and fades, being that the center of it is based on outer-happenings, which makes it so temporal and completely not a genuine part of his development. 

Expressly, what is the real problem, is that the DIVINE PATTERN of Creation is not COMPLETE IN A MAN. What exist in a man is just the division of the first two forces and while the third exist it only does exist in potentiality, being dependent on how successful one is in developing the two into harmony to have access to the third force aspect -- or to bring the two to such a state where the principle which unifies can exist -- so a new capacity can be raised up. That is what is accepting and what is rejecting -- or rather more relevant, the male and female polarities. Now do not confuse things or take this too literally, there exist the forces of Active and Reflective, male and female, in every part of a man, just that in the ways where it could mean the most for our evolution of mind and being or what is expressed in the various births which must be achieved to reach the different states of completion, this Pattern does not complete itself and takes the participation of our own conscious efforts and requirements which are necessary to be fulfilled for these higher states to even have the chance of becoming a real reality in a man. The Laws see to this that it can not be negated, that a person must become a Law unto themselves -- where the 2 is always reconciled in the 1 and the cycle becomes self-sustaining by the overcoming of these inner divisions -- the male with the female neither male nor female, which is a Gnostic code. In the physical we see that real birth is impossible without these two dynamic forces uniting, a man with a woman.  In man it is quite difficult to bring about a third force, without the necessary conditions that makes this so because it is these conditions which initiates the Laws in ones favor. If one builds upon the already existing 2/3's which exist in the male (1/3) and the female (1/3) then it is possible merge the two, and initiate laws in ones favor. If I go back to the duality of the body, is it possible for a hand to wash itself? NO! ONE HAND WASHES THE OTHER CLEAN! The left must wash the right and the right the left, they must come together to truly become clean. That is a very simple example of how the Law works.

Again, Man has duality within himself, as seen in the Thomas Gospel, "When you make the two into one, and when you make the inner like the outer and the outer like the inner, and the upper like the lower, and when you make male and female into a single one, so that the male will not be male nor the female be female, when you make eyes in place of an eye, a hand in place of a hand, a foot in place of a foot, an image in place of an image, then you will enter [the kingdom].", a divided inner reality of the like and the dislike, the yes and the no, the male and the female, the upper and the lower, the left and the right - and all have movement, just as the sun has to the moon and the moon has to the sun. And it exist this way on all levels of ones mind and Being, that is until they arrive to the World of the Soul, which pattern is expressed in XYXX. BUT IN ORDER TO ARRIVE to the World of the Soul, that each has that is not of this lower world of Man, ONE MUST bring about the perfection of the Holy Pattern of our Creator, which is Divine, in themselves -- The synchronization of the Active, the reflective, And the Third Force in them through the development of the octave of each subsequent level and requirements which makes this alchemical development possible of our organic nature. But never forget, in a man there is always a line-with-two-ends and it is a mans work and objective to triangulate this line-with-two-ends, into a single vertical point, which does not negate the reality of the lower two ends, but overcomes the limitation of the level in which they dwell. Man is as a house, where peace must be made within between the forces which forms his intricate reality of mind and being which union of the two will create a new capacity and a real force, or as spoken in the Thomas Gospel, "Jesus said, "If two make peace with each other in a single house, they will say to the mountain, 'Move from here!' and it will move."

Later on in other parts of this long page you will see me use the words Divine Pattern quite a bit, or if I do not mention the words, in its concept it still exist in the writing in the various ways that it can possibly be applied. It is really impossible to talk about these things, such as mechanicalness, without the Divine Pattern. It is fundamental and the core essential law to all things. Hence why I felt it was important to right briefly about it, from this perspective. For further elucidations of it, See: http://brotherofyeshua.com/TheThreeLies.htm#Trinity .

A brief mention... The Gnostics: The premiere workers to struggle against and overcome what is the chief cause of their mechanical enslavement, Highlighting the dis-ease in all of mankind.

                                                                              

One of the chief difficulties that the man machine faces is his own perspective of himself in regards his place with working on himself. He imagines himself in states that he doesn't even possess, speaks flowery and good sounding words as if trying to convince even himself of it. Almost like if he says it enough, like the new age "secret", it will become a reality for him at his fragmentary, impure, and transitory level. For example, they say they are spirits living a human experience, or that they are perfect. But none of these thoughts are close to the truth of what they are at this level of poverty. And even many believe they can begin to work on themselves without even first understanding the problem or dilemma which has enslaved them into such a state. And yet it is in understanding the problem, the disease that it is possible to come about the cure. And this is one of the main goals of Gnostics, before anything related to the actual concepts on transformation of oneself one must first begin with the problem -- the disease. The question of what prevents man from ascending is an important the understanding alone can help to facilitate in a man the building of the proper foundational concepts which can then be used as a permanent filter to discern what is necessary for ones own salvation, to save their works from a end where one dies and there is nothing left to move the Laws in more meaningful way.

In the Gnostic scriptures we find the concept of the Demiurge -- while there are different interpretations for the Demiurge character which very well may all be equally true, but to speak from this perspective, in the Gnostic Text we find the Demiurge's Character as that which prevents man from ascending. And while this is allegorical, there is much that can be conveyed through it with respect to mechanicalness. The method he does this is by entrapping mans LIGHT, which comes from his Heavenly unfallen Counterpart, in coarse and fragmentary matter of this world and it is this which the man must overcome, this nature in which man dwells -- it is this which must be changed to be opened up to that higher influence which dwells at a inner depth of being that far exceeds the vibration of this very world. We find this perspective expressed in the Gospel of Truth in the Nag Hammadi Library, "It is within Unity that each one will attain himself; within knowledge (gnosis) he will purify himself from multiplicity into Unity, consuming matter (ignorance) within himself like a fire and darkness by light, death by life" (Gospel of Truth 25:10-20). What is further being displayed is that ones essence-self, which is a mans birthright being the Embryonic Image of his Soul-Self, which does not dwell in the body-matter, was projected into this body of matter. At such a reality of being, the mind of man interprets the vibrations -- or engenders a solid/concrete reality through collapsing of wave functions (a reality of the underlying intersecting fields), by their own mind -- to the degree that what is seen in life, in this world, is a form of their own consciousness -- what they project into it (see:  http://brotherofyeshua.com/TheThreeLies.htm#LanguageOfTheSoul ). Further, it is their lower-organic-consciousness which creates for them, being imposed upon them by the vibration of this matter, a false reality which induces a sort of sleep of the individual to what they are immersed in. And they engender their world, often through their own mechanicalness -- creating their world where they are enslaved to their own thinking, at this reality/level of their being. Due to this reality/level man became susceptible to the forces of the organic which is the Organic Laws spoken of as the Archons, which means rulers. They move, govern, and make manifest all of which I have just mentioned, which work in keeping upon a man proportionately with their own unconscious manifestations both in them and out of them. In order for man to rise above he must come to understand the reality of the archons and how this reality affects him and keeps him earth-bound in consciousness and being. This is necessary in order to become wise enough to utilize these forces for ones own aim to rise above it -- to become as a navigator in the flow of the laws, using the very laws which maintain mechanicalness but instead using them to bring about your own success, thus overcoming the Laws within oneself. One must transform the natures they are imbued with. An important part of ones being, was loss in the lower vibration of this world and thus being immersed in such a situation became subjected to the Laws. And at this level one is under the force of the God of this World, which is the consciousness of this world, wish one must free themselves of. And thus the necessity to learn the alchemy of TheWay to transform the lead into gold. 

The Mechanicalness of the Body, Emotions, and Mind, or in other words the organic condition of the body. A display of the horrifying reality of the flesh automaton, but a beacon of hope even in the midst of such poverty.

The Body

As is true with all things, all work begins with the physical and it is this very important work which determines a great deal later on. It is the physical body, which must be reworked, which process begins to change the vibration of it. This is vital in order to even have the necessary support to even begin to work from to have any real affect and success with the transformation and expansion of the consciousness which dwells within the various levels of the mind. Normally, in the common-organic-presences of a man, the body-physical only supports what is of the vibration of the earth, what the vibration of its matter consist of. Due to this, mind is hindered in its possible capabilities being constrained and centered in its function only to a earth-bound level. So the body can only naturally support what is of its own level, and what is hindered in the body is likewise hindered in the mind -- this is a Law and I will mention this again. With the natural-mind of the man machine, the consciousness which he has access to out of it, goes no further than the most mundane and restricted levels and this Law and various other laws at work maintain that this remains so, until a greater more extended effort is made to develop this organic condition -- and this is a mans organic limitation.

This also relates to the quality of energy that one has at their disposal, as the functions of the body working or auto-utilizing with this energy, is distributed either in a completely automatic-inner-involuntary way which goes towards the normal organic needs for an organism to sustain itself or the improper, but normal for those whose life is entirely earth-bound, functions of their stomachs and their sex organs (also the fossilizations in the body). Which organs tend to become the main organ-centers through which the different qualities of energy produced within us or which come down into us at this level, are wasted through the moving by association, by influence, by attachment, which ultimately is by the lower-animal-nature of the various positive points of the body supplying the God of this world with a surplus of energy. These Positive Points are the natural points of the body through which that energy within man is expressed, as it's form flows outwards from the centers according to the Law of Octave. The energy is used either to their own fortune or misfortune, for both themselves and others. These positive points are the hands/arms, tongue, feet/leg, penis...etc. The animal-nature's expression is centered/concentrated in the lower spiritual centers in the body, where the power is -- but it has its effect throughout the organs in the body. Due to the lower spiritual-centers in the body is there produced different intensities of struggle for man when it comes to his fragile psyche, his inner world of his mind and being. And since this energy is never utilized, and most definitely, never economized, it is loss into the world and a man is maintained in such a imprisoned state by the very Laws which could, if he knew how to work with them, the key to his release from such a impoverished state of being.

This energy in the body, is vital and flows from the centers, according to the Laws of ones birth (how one naturally works) and this energy is often drawn down to the earth through some defect or some other lower-mechanical-vice, which vices being much like "agents" or "representatives" of the Nature-God in us are always as outlets for this energy to be squandered into Nature. It serves a few different points, one of which is that man can never have more vital energy from his Soul then what is in proportion to HIS own development and EFFORTS, to grow the capacity of this energy in himself to further grow his consciousness beyond the organic level. It most be understood, not just rhetorically looked at, but understood that IT IS ONLY the BODY that can APPLY what the MIND may look off to as an ideal. The mind by itself can not do anything and it is MORE difficult to break a mechanical problem of the mind, then it is to break the mechanicalness in the body - the mind needs a foundation in order to be worked with. It is through the body and the development thereof, that we can reach out to those natures in us which are only possible to be accessed through it, that are attached to and trapped in the earth-vibration. Through using the interactions in life to directly work on these things.

Another point about the body is the movements of it. Each movement takes a certain force -- with respect to our meridians (energy system of the body) each of the movements takes a certain energy. Each of our movements is encased within the laws of our birth, what this means is man only utilizes a certain variety of movements when many more are possible, but only utilizing certain movements and postures mechanically one projects a certain quantity of energies (or inner manifestations) towards others through their very body language. These limited amount of movements are associative due to how the energy moves in its relationship with our organs. For instance, one may be prone to put their arms a certain way, due to their nervous system even without the participation of personality but only by instinct, that is the receiving of impressions of another's manifestations which has the effect of evoking this posture in the body, or may posture themselves in such a way that reflects the filling (food) of their stomach. Each of these new set movements can be said to be the relation of some impression both within or coming from without. Remember this is about the body, personality is a reality of mind and the body is a pattern of the mind projected into matter. Here I am only describing mechanicalness of the physical. The unconscious movements of the body move at a much faster rate than the movements of a thought or even perhaps what a personality may perceive. For example, things are easier to perform when one is not trying to think about them -- if their body has been conditioned to perform those task it can be executed much faster.

 

To touch upon the reality of the lower natures expression, which reaches the functions of the brain, sex organs, and stomach creates a dominate urged moved by its lower vibration based on the reestablishing of various associations which invokes the disposition for certain animalistic urges and or addictions. In order words, the lower-animal-natures desire for certain vibrations of food, which feed either the predator or the kosher animal in it, depending on the quality of foods that are chosen to eat. Some people need to eat flesh, they need to feed those natures in them, which quality of vibration has yet to be raised and thus they must eat what is of their vibration, consume at that state of being. It is a law of their nature, as nature-people.

All things have vibrations, this goes for what you put into your mouth as well. It has a vibration to it, one of which exhibits a certain consciousness or psychological property. Consuming what is dead does not end with the digestion of physical matter, but also the digestion of the various mental properties that is in the flesh, or the vibration from which the flesh is imbued, and chemicals released at the state of death of the animal. It is the consuming of the consciousness of death, These all can induce and strengthen mechanicalness, or the state of "not doing, only functioning"  -- "not acting only reacting" -- "seeing but not perceiving -- "listening but not hearing" -- the state of only being an animal, with very limited capabilities when it comes to real "FREE will". As the cells feed and absorb in the vibration of the foods through the process of digestion, these cells begin to vibrate at that level of consciousness, to the degree that they move and become conditioned to that vibration -- addicted to it. And their vibration moves at a coarse level and only supports that which is at the level of what it absorbs for the whole of the inner state of the body-body and body-mind. So as this is a law, whatever is done in the body, also translate to the mind, and whatever the mind does not support will hinder the body in its "perception" of things that are beyond the vibration that one fills themselves with. This drastically affects ones state of mechanicalness -- because what is done in the body is done in the mind. And to free up the body is to free up the mind, or better said the possibility to work with the mind. Another point about digestion of bodily foods is its relation to emotions and thinking. Often people say they do their best thinking on the toilet. And this does not just happen because they are by themselves and thus not under the influence of others, it is also true that some negative emotions go down with the release of the waste in the toilet -- gravity does it at times, even if one has not made the effort prior to release emotions. It frees up the psychological state of a man, and makes it more accessible to have a genuine "insight" even a "epiphany" as a more knowledgeable part of oneself moves in the forefront -- the calm state gives forth more clarity. While this may sound funny it is a fact. 

Think of all the crap that is within ones earthly-body while they were moved about in life in a sleep-like-state, which many of these decomposing impure foods of a coarse vibration still remain in the organ which is the karma of ones history with foods, that being the "colon". Where they, Nature-people, put anything into their mouths without a thought or even a automatic care of what it may do to them, since the gratification of what one eats is very quick and the results of this eating does not come within the second they do eat it (instant gratification) man seems to not have any thought of what they put into the body. Not understanding the functions of their body, that in reality, there is a sequence to the foods we eat and that time is only a dimension of mind and the result of an action happens in that moment, because the now - the moment is where conscious-awareness is. This sequence of food is the beginning of a more three fold sequence of the necessary transformation of the 4 foods for the maintenance of and evolution of ones consciousness. These 4 foods being that of physical-matter foods, the substance in the air we breath, the "impressions", and the higher "soul-impressions." Where Gurdjieff spoke of the first 3, it appears that the last he never spoke of. The impresions of the soul, which is commonly know as Gnosis.

Since the body is the foundation that one must work from, or like the ground which one must prepare -- it is in the soil that the power for growth can be initiated if one works it in the proper way, ways which enhance this power or bring about the possibility for the soil to bring forth what is necessary for life. And being a foundation, its vibration is in the etheric field. To change the foundation, the body, one can attract what is in keeping with this vibration. As the New Age says, "Like begets like" and this is a fact. It is our foundation which attracts the materials we need to build, which is to say it attracts our particular self work, the paths and ways that come to us from this world and from a higher state, not only that of the body -- but also that of the Mind. This rule makes it so that one can only bring to themselves what is necessary for them or what MUST be necessary for them. And because of this rule, one can have foreknowledge and come to understand the power that they have in hand. That they, by changing their vibration, will change what they bring to themselves. And if one is honest with themselves, they will have the capacity to prepare and be aware of what may come to them, based on what they perceive within their own selves. They will know what they will attract will be of that same vibration as themselves. Which is why people who bad mouth their ex's should know that they are condemning themselves due to this.

The Emotions

Our emotional life NEEDS to be educated. And many do not understand this fact. The past education, or factor of ones emotional life, is in how individuals have responded to them, in their youth -- or as is true with everything in man, it is a result of the Laws of ones birth. When it comes to emotions, every aspect of how one responds, is often a imitation of what those around them have given them -- they taught them how to work with their emotions, which unfortunately is not "working' but rather becoming consumed by them. If you watch a child's emotional fits, you can see that this child mirrors their parents -- with respect to the mannerisms of certain emotions. This they have gained from them, most of these parents, do not know they are their childrens first most teacher, and that their children will inherit the errors of their past. In truth, as explained prior, the formation of the child in the womb is a by product of the thinking, emotions, essence of their parents, not just what they inherit physically. The Seed-essence of the child enters at conception -- but a great degree of our earthly-organic-body-of-matter, is the formation of our parents psychological life, which means how they were emotionally at the time -- if our mothers were emotional racks, these emotions can exist in us as well -- which later on, can move us to respond in ways even before things really get their fit in regards what becomes reestablished in this life from the prior lifetime. 

The normal education of emotion has not done anything good for our emotional life, the only thing it has often managed to do, was create it so that one has more of a pull towards things which satisfy this discrepancy, where one seeks out whatever will give them some type of relief from their self-loathing, or make them feel wanted -- often moving into circumstances which would not benefit them. Either when they have an emotion, their anger leads them to harm someone, as no one around them gave them the means where they could utilize the emotion in a positive way, the force it produces, or feel it out -- or in order words their body is moved to fight or flight. In fact the manner that they have taught them, is how to feed it through their thinking, until negative emotion devours them -- sense it will all respond in keeping with that perspective which for them sums up much of their vision of life. And from another emotion, they have never felt success. While they work (do a task with their hands), they were never told that they were doing great -- they never were given good associations with task they perform in order to connect their emotions with the movements of the body in order to always have the emotion TO DO with the body and the body allow at all times. But they only have negative ones, or things which are seen as burdens where the body becomes tired since it is not working with the emotions positively. For such a one, they are already exhausted before they even begin, and even if they do manage to do the task, it is never done with light and only feeds a emotional fossilization where they feel they have been wrong, which brings to the surface some personality that is invoked, which dwells under a victimizing mindset -- where the unfortunate result is race mind, where they constantly feed he negative emotion, until they exhaust themselves from such unconscious-unproductive functioning. Have you ever thought about why do I seem to have not enough energy to finish a task, when I am experiencing a negative emotion about it? It sucks you dry, but as explained in the above, it is possible to transform it. Ones emotions are always moving, just as the organs of the body are always as well -- and sense emotions originate in the lower centers, then it must also follow that when one receives an impression, the emotions are fired off as well. About everything that one does, see, or experiences, there is always a feeling attached to it.

One with real conscious-awareness can know -- they stand at a point where the understanding of the movement of things is possible.  And this also exist for the emotional state of man. The emotional state of a man is localized in their solar plexus but there is also of course a chemical reaction (chemical-release), a sort of release that emotions even feed from as well. Which is to say if one is consumed in a negative emotional state that even their cells begin to become conditioned to it, to a cellular level, where they become, in a manner of words bonded to it.

On the topic of emotion and its arisings in the center in the solar plexuses -- as is true with everything in the body and mind, it all has a process. Digestion, thought and even emotion. In man these processes function in a manner that is not supportive of conscious-awareness. With emotion, the natural sequence by which it moves has a natural path of sorts, but it often never finishes without the participation of some type of conscious-work to perceive oneself at the moment, to endure the situation and not project, but feel out the emotion (bring it to completion), so that it moves as it should normally, where it is either released or the energy of it is used to compel one forward in doing.

If, when one has a negative emotion, they do not bring it to completion -- that is feel it out until it passes through them, which again can given the situation invoke a greater desire (which is a emotion of a higher vibration) to use in a different direction, then this emotion will become a coarser substance in the body -- it will become more denser matter in the body which can obstruct the flow of energy. It can cause blockages in this flow, like a blood colt which again is invoked in a pattern by external stimulus. And one will always be moved to respond a certain way to something which initiates movement and always brings to the surface this emotional association. There are different ways and manners by which one can release these blockages. But it is vital that one becomes cognizant of the need to bring these to completion. Or else they become coarser matter in the body. As is true with everything it is what you do in the moment that counts -- An emotion of sadness can turn over to higher emotion of joy -- an emotion of fear can even, when worked with, connect one to a lower intuitive state, where they maybe able to become receptive in a psychic manner -- and given the potency of the emotion, it can even push through into the realm of Souls. But when the moment is gone, when one goes about in that one manner, attempting to negate the emotion, to think about other things, or project, what occurs is it degenerates into coarser matter.

Emotions also have a fragmentation, there are many types of emotions. While there are what can be called primary emotions which all of man knows the existence of, what they do not understand is that there are different types and qualities of angry, fears, sadness, desires and the like -- it is the association related to the emotion which gives it its strength and difference. The energy behind the emotion, depending on its quality will have a greater intensity and not all emotions have the same "force". There are secondary emotions, even up to a multitude of different emotions. This multiplicity exist in a state of division of positive/negative situated by its associations and the impressions which invokes them. Because of this reality it can be said that the negative emotions which have become fossilized and coarser matter in the body, would represent those which are fossilized-associative-negative-emotions. And the rising of negative emotions that are new exist for man due to the already established modes of actions in man (or what is programmed in a man), there are already inner impressions constantly shooting off, which correlates to a sense or perspective of oneself, which empowers the rising of this tide of negative emotions. Also, negative emotional states, can disrupt the natural sequence of digestion of the physical-matter food.

Due to external stimulus, the body, mind and emotions all receive some type of impressions from what is occurring, all of which working in a state of illusion in regards the actual reality of what is happening and what is in them. Emotions move at a faster rate then ones thinking, but it is ones projection-thinkings of an event or experience which constantly feeds an negative emotions deviation from a possible completion of its sequence or the transmutation of it, into becoming a fossilized coarser matter and like a extra limb of the emotional life of a person. But again, all things exist within the divine pattern, and so it is with the emotions. So there are the positive emotions, which have the capacity to bring about Light within the body. And as mentioned above, the feeling out of negative emotion, like one invoke by discouragement can bring about a emotion associated with encouragement, a desire of a quality that fills you with a energy that is truly strong which can become a power that moves you to DO what you could not before. It can be like a connection of communication between the body and the mind -- which can connect what you look off to as an ideal and be a real power to move the body into the prospect that the mind may want for the betterment of ones development.

Think of "SHAME" -- this is a emotional attribute and it is this emotional-shame which becomes a moving impulse, that plays upon ones conscience to force them to come to terms with things IN THEMSELVES WHICH MAY NOT BENEFIT THEMSELVES AND OTHERS. Without such shame, a person, would find no reason to be any different -- it would mean they can't even feel the ignorant results of their manifestations, that they are entirely blocked from it and blind to, desensitized to such an extent that no "bettering of oneself can even be a reality." IF it weren't for shame, the mechanical man, could not even at least not become so much of an animal. And yet there is a improper shame which can become formed, which shame causes one to not be honest with others where that function in them, under the name of, insincerity turns up through the expression of some segment of personality, which will turn what could have been a possibility of change into a "I will handle things by myself -- This is my battle so I will not tell anyone" which is just a clever way that ego-personality maintains this source of their shame, so that it can never be transformed. The intuitive-instinctive feeling of conscience, causes one to perceive the reality of their emotions -- they feel what is wrong and what is for the better. In many ways, what some of the above is describing, when ego-personality maintains issues, is often through the influence of negative emotional patterns.

Negative emotions often trigger some personality which corresponds to its state, and will support it, being negative itself -- and feed it until it becomes powerful and waste more and more energy that is necessary for ones development, and physical life in general. And at such times, almost always, does one deny the reality of their negative emotions. It's always, "I am not mad" -- when you can see their lips quivering in anger or "I am not crying" when tears are just pouring down their faces. People will deny always the manifestations of negative emotions in them through their ego-personality, because of the general perception of emotions, which due to our culture is seen as weak or at least, the negative ones are something which "one should just not have," as people think within themselves. Or to have a negative emotion by some, very prevalent in the new age, is sinful -- to have such means you are not as evolved, when it is actually reversed, those who can express their emotions honestly and say they were a certain way, are far more on their way then those who negate the reality of them within. Those who deny, often can't see that they are emotional. Through years of denying and years of turning about and believing their own defenses, a part of their personality was raised up which always covers it, and supports the imagination of being this thing which is so above the "bad-ol-emotion", when if one could understand, could be their catalyst to transform themselves, truly.

To make a point, while ones emotions being that which can move you, should always do so according to ones consciousness, objectively. For instance, as explained prior, striving to control ones emotions is like trying to control the tides of the seas, when it would be far more conducive to merely learn how to utilize the tides and currents which makes it difficult to sail and navigate for ones own need, to move them to their destination. Trying to control it would be foolish, all one can truly do is block themselves away from its arisings and make themselves think such a thing is non-existent in them. Rather with the participation of ones consciousness emotions should be worked with and it is the possible blind action of the body through such negative emotion which should be, for loss of a better word, control -- or whatever urge in the body which immerses from ones lower nature, should be raised up, in keeping with ones higher ideals AND knowledge of the Laws in the moment. Or as Paul stated, "Be angry, yet do not sin." Do not let the sun set while you are still angry" ( Ephesians 4:26) 

Since in life one will be surrounded by those who are consumed by their self-delusions and negative emotions, trapped within illusions by the God of this World, a key factor when interacting with such people who give you much prospect for self work through their image, is not to invoke the Laws against yourself and to do this deals with forgiveness, which is a difficult thing to do with those who are mechanical. This forgiveness, can not in its higher sense be really expressed without authentic compassion. Compassion is a feminine faculty of mind, as it is in reflection to another and deals with the other feminine quality, empathy, which at compassions core. That is, if compassion is guided by the proper capacity of discernment, which without can easily turn into stupidity. From this perspective, compassion is truly a faculty which becomes a growing reality within a person by their "self-honesty." What I mean by this is, the honesty of self-examination and self-reevaluation with respect to defects and the other such inner divisions in an individual, as one strives to develop themselves. It is the inner struggle with ones inner divisions which has or gives the capability to be formed in a man towards others, a empathy-through-suffering. One has compassion on another by their own experiences which teaches them relate and feel for them, understanding their struggle, as being a reflected aspect of their own, which can lead one to forgive. Forgiving should be guided by this, as one should not condemn in orders what is within themselves -- to forgive is a possibility through one seeing themselves and it forgives a part of themselves, which may not appear to them in the polarization of their life now. Yet it is only in this type of forgiveness in the moment that no reoccurring loops of karmic kind are formed, like pendulums -- from one polarity to another, condemning oneself in the process. It is only in the moment, will this forgiveness, give all that it can to both involved -- without which one may find themselves inheriting their own mechanicalness by the Laws which force them karmically into a state of a prison as spoken by Yeshua, "Settle matters quickly with your adversary who is taking you to court. Do it while you are still with him on the way, or he may hand you over to the judge, and the judge may hand you over to the officer, and you may be thrown into prison. I tell you the truth, you will not get out until you have paid the last penny." (Matt 5:25). Forgiveness not only dissolves the etheric lingering connections which exist when these matters are not settled, but LIKEWISE forgiveness can purify the emotions, in some degree -- that is if one does so through compassion, it relieves all angers towards another, when ones perception is meant with the knowledge of the Laws and how all are machines, who know not what they do. But forgiveness in the moment never happens with mechanical man, as what is produced in him, being fully automatized, moves without any conscious-awareness on his behave, but as it always has been -- i.e. the body either fights or flight, one is fuming emotionally, and in regards the mind the perspective is already there from which all of these reactive-functions within the organic condition flows from it, being constantly drawn out further and further, until there is no energy left to waste.

The transmutation of emotions, which can bring about a energy of a Higher quality associated with a Higher Emotion, puts one into what is a "Essence-Nostalgia" which "feeling" is produce for the reentering the substance of their Soul, through growing the portal between the Kingdom of man, and the seed-essence continuous connection to the Soul. If a man, while in such a state, applies the necessary conscious-attention on it, maintaining such a core state, it is possible to be entirely drawn within it -- as this attentive-consciousness can be as a bridge to connect through the gap which prevents the movement through this portal normally. Emotion is very important, there is power in the emotion, the quality of which if one knows how to work with it, can induce higher states of consciousness as shocks to push one through.

 

The Mind

Does man have free will if he is only a Automaton? The reality of free will within mechanicalness: The choice which is possible for man.

There are many equally true perspectives across the mind with respect to the spheres of mind and free will always becomes an interesting case with these realities. Because while one may read this article and think to themselves where does free will fit within mechanicaless. Afterall a machine has certain functions, of which it has no choice BUT TO function under, like a law to its condition -- again it is their make, why they are as they are, which is what Mark Twain would say and I would concur at one perspective. However!!! There IS A WILL WITHIN THIS MECHANICALNESS! And it is manifest through the quality that is possible within the choice. We have been imbued with the capacity to make this decision, however beneficial to ourselves it maybe.  But so few utilize all that can be in this "choice" and this inability is often by virtue of the Laws themselves and these choices can be immense. HECK they can decide your whole future! And it is this that many do not understand. While man has the will to choose (we all have choices), he is limited by his organic condition and the degree of conscious-awareness (and knowledge of TheLaws and Self), with respect to the degree of mind that he can utilize -- that he is naturally, by the very Laws of his birth and the working of these Laws upon him, allowed to have unless he invokes in himself the development of mind and being that gives him a greater quantity and quality of "choice". Because of this, a man's "free will" can be seen as mechanical and quite predictable, due to his expression being centered (having its center of gravity) to a certain sphere of mind and often his will is merely expressed through a willingness or not to react into whatever of his fragmentation or urges that is normal for him. He hasn’t overcome himself, nor has he transformed himself. Most will do the same things they have always done, respond the same way that they always have to every aspect of their common experiences, there is always opportunities given to them to have more, but often they continue on in their mechanical ways. But there is a choice, but because of this issue of mechanicalness it is one of the reasons why people make very little gains from life to life, outside of development by defeat -- by failure, which are those who are unconsciously moved by TheLaws of the left, which gives them no real growth -- but only a bad dream to the soul, which functions as image that the Soul can reflect on and use to create movement in a certain direction. People constantly make the same mistakes, but with each one something is accumulated that is used for the future expressions by the Soul, that a greater opportunity can come about.

The choice is there and when it is made the door closes and the choice must be brought to completion, one is only left to live with it and play the cards that such a choice deals. However, from another more direct perspective, is this man free? No! Is his will free? No! His will is divided and segmented and moved by external stimulus, he has no leader in him, he can't even see when the octave is twisting, he doesn't have the vital energy that is necessary for any higher thought or developing his consciousness -- he is a nature-person a organic machine, flesh automaton bound under the god of this world that his organic condition is completely in slavery to his lower nature -- he serves nature with the bounty of his squandering of vital life force. The external world rules his being; the outer struggle is his life, as he has never begun to struggle against the natural working in him, of the functions of his earthly-organic condition, to make it work for him so that he can truly become working with TheLaws consciously. But he does have a choice "with the cards he has been dealt" and YET to be dealt cards, means that there are only so many things that can be done. It is possible to have more choices, but this deals with the degree at which one develops their consciousness to have this capacity of a greater doing and even seeing the multidimensional dynamics of the situations, for one must keep in mind the multidimensionality of life and the spheres of mind. In conscious-awareness is their greater freedom. This also goes into the reality that Yeshua, our Elder Brother touched upon -- "And that servant who knew his master's will, and did not prepare himself or do according to his will, shall be beaten with many stripes. But he who did not know, yet committed things deserving of stripes, shall be beaten with few. For everyone to whom much is given, from him much will be required; and to whom much has been committed, of him they will ask the more" (Luke 12:47-48 NKJ) -- it touches upon this reality due to what is mentioned in the above to some capacity. More is expected out of those who have the greater capacity to do, the Laws makes this so (even gives forth opportunities for this to even have a possibility), in the same manner that a College student has far more on his plate than a kindergartner.

The Law Of Octaves: The reality of how things are brought to completion and how this law, exist as a major stumbling block for Mechanical Nature-people, and yet the knowledge of it gives man the capacity to complete all that is initiated.
 

Naturally, man is wired in such a way that he is a creature of habit. And his habits overpower him entirely. When a habit is formed, a connection in the brain is made, that given the stimulus always associates that habit-connection with it. (Notice I mentioned the brain, but to clarify, fragmentation for personality is beyond the brain -- and the brain is not the mind, furthermore the brain is a organ-center the mind expresses through). In regards the brain there are neural pathways that become connected in a certain way, which creates these habitual patterns to the degree that decisions are the manifest of already pre-arranged pathways which has been ones conditioning. However keep in mind that although there is a physical response and function in the brain, this is only the result of movement taking place within the field that surrounds the body, and is the source of it. This is where the mind dwells, and it is the functions within the mind that can engender such in the body, as a result. As Edgar Cayce would say, Mind is the builder and the physical is the result. The pathway formation is another example of this reality, that,  physical results and manifestations do not occur by themselves, but there is something moving it and it is this something which is the source of it often -- and from one perspective mind is all there is.

To quote the Article entitled, "You have less control than you may think" by Madeleine Bunting, it is suggested that, "First, we have much underestimated the social nature of the brain: how primed it is to recognise, interpret and respond all the time to the input of others. We are herd-like animals who show a strong tendency to conform with group norms..." Although this is focused only on the physical result but not what moves it, this is very very true. A mechanical man, a man of habits, is moved by external stimulus and manifestations of others. It all moves him -- a machine is a slave to outer stimulus and influences. Because of this reality it is very easy for one to follow the blind into a ditch. People often seek out others who dwell in the same state of poverty they do for help, which is ironic, as it results in the opposite of any real help, only the appeasement which strengthens there ego-personality. And often people seek out different groups, because of conditioning that has already programmed them to seek these types of group mindsets out and inherit all their limitations -- or the seeking out of group mindsets in order to save ones own existence or to live a more comfortable existence in sleep. All of these examples are the different types of mechanical group-mindset seeking that people often do, and how the various forms of mechanicalness of people is wired in such a way to always seek out some group in order to be defined by it, moved by it, and live by it -- and often it is the latter type they seek, those which will give them comfort a part from having to make a real choice, or have the capacity to move themselves. It is easy to let others dictate your life, where you live in a state of complacency. And it is even easier for such a person to completely lose all sense of what they think they are.  In this same article there was mentioned that Buddhism taught for for centuries that there is and was no individual, but it is rather there is no individual "I" in a man, but a great many -- and the object is to become a real individual -- one who is whole. A person can not become whole when they are divided in themselves and in this state they are subject to many influences and live only for that which would be there comfort. And often times this type of comfort breeds spiritual death.

When we look at our organ systems, we see that the body itself sustains itself a part from our conscious-participation. We do not tell our stomachs to digest, neither do we tell our heart to beat -- it is all involuntary. The only part we play is in supplying it food and moving with what the body tells us, but for the most part everything happens. We are like plants, if we did not eat, the body would eat directly from itself until it died. And this involuntary reality does not end with this, but it is the sum of the whole existence of the majority of man. All involuntary -- so when this same article says, "People are useless at decisions. Much of our decision-making is really made by unconscious habits of the mind." it is very very true. If the sum of a mans life is involuntary, then the sum of it is just a multitude of already pre-programmed habits, which "functions" in a man, a part from any real conscious-awareness -- so what conscious-decision is anyone truly making? Very few. Before a man can begin to make conscious-decisions it is first necessary to be able to move by that instinctual-intuitive element in us, which alone gives one the genuine feeling of what is good or bad for themselves and others, and do to this -- they feel remorse if it is not good and by this feeling alone, they begin to form what is a "sensing" which becomes a foundation through which the perspectives that can be viewed can possibly come about, where no longer is there a need for such, because one has the consciousness to see it and act.

But it is possible to overcome this sadness, but one must be vigilant, or it will be for them as it is stated in the scriptures, "a dog will return to its own vomit, and a pig to its wallowing in the mire."  Yeshua told us to leave no idle word for it will give account -- Jacob, who people call James, said to control ones tongue and body -- Paul said, sin works in a man and it is not him that does it, Valentinus said man is encased in the determined matter of rulers or organic laws and the mass majority of man dwells at a state where they will have no permanence beyond the grave. And what this is all referring to is mechanical man. Only what we are capable of doing to effect change in us matters towards anything and to do so, one must go against their mechanical ways, and always push to the limits of it, by pushing to the limits, one may find themselves filled with a capacity and quality of energy to do, that they did not know they had in the beginning. And what this is all referring to is mechanical man -- In Sort you are nothing more than a washing machine, if you do not apply the effort to be more than a machine which is merely processing, but not living. Become a man in the true sense of the word -- and not a machine-beast, as spoken in Phillip Gospel (and also in the Gospel of Nazirenes), "There are many animals in the world which are in a human form,"